Help Me Understand

I cry out to You in my fear,

My worry and my doubt.
When I can’t fathom a way though,
I know You’ll lead me out.
 
But what I find most troubling, Lord,
Is that I still know fear.
Though You have always answered me,
I sometimes doubt You hear.
 
I don’t know what it will take, Lord,
For me to understand
That You love me enough that You
Hold me within Your hand.
 
Perhaps You need to write it bold
Across the morning sky
So even I can understand
The truth I can’t deny!
 
I want to live with faith in You
And leave my doubts behind.
So, Lord, please help me understand
With both my heart and mind!
 
Psalm 119:34
Give me understanding, so that I may keep your law and obey it with all my heart.