I woke up in
the still of night
With Your
voice in my head.
I thought I’d
pretend not to hear
And linger
in my bed.
But You were
having none of that.
You called
to me once more,
And I soon
found both of my feet
Shuffling across
the floor.
I didn’t
know why You’d called me,
We’d spoken
long last night
As I lifted
all of the fears
That I hoped
You’d set right.
I worried
that the years roll on
And I am all
alone.
I wasn’t
sure who’d care for me
When my mind
turns to stone.
I wonder if
I’ll make ends meet
When, every
day, it seems
As if the
world is bent upon
Dismembering
my dreams.
I can’t be
sure there’ll be enough
To get from
here to there,
And some
days I’m not even sure
If “there”
is anywhere.
I spoke with
you and then I wept
For all that
worries me
Until the
last stars vanished in
Night clouds
I couldn’t see.
And then,
when all the world still slept,
You woke me
up to talk,
And kept on
calling out to me
When I opted
to balk.
So there I
stood, with aching heart,
With a mind
numb and cold,
And suddenly
I watched my world
Start filling
up with gold.
You took my
worries and my fears
And held
them in Your hand
Then scattered
them in golden flames
That burst
across the land.
Oh Lord, I
don’t know why I doubt,
Why I worry
each day,
When You are
right there beside me
Every step
of the way.
I still have
questions in my life,
But not a
single doubt
That You love
me and, in Your plan,
You have it
all worked out.
So here I
sit washed in the gold
That You
woke me to see,
I rest
within the promise that
There is
enough for me.
John 16:20
Very truly I
tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve,
but your grief will turn to joy.